Archlungs

I am sunburnt, feel kinda sick - it's shit.  Might try to do something, harder done... have still a bit to do but am avoiding it, it's... not really what I want. I want a camera, a good one, one... I can imagine it... which is powerful.  It will take beautiful, hypothetical, photographs.

I think about others before thinking of myself, but I am not selfless... I have a self. when I consider myself I wallow in sadness for I feel nobody's thinking of me. Very simple, I am... when it comes down to it.  Starved of attention and unsure of social protocol, not comfortable talking and over-indulgent in listening; to learn, to understand what it is that makes people talk, why they talk as they do and what it means.  I don't know much, although I think about a lot.  I wish to make people happy, although some warn against that.  Some find it frail, they have me think I am too willing to please while I am merely complacent. I don't

I took a whole lot of photos, like you wouldn't believe.  Best thing about a digital camera, didn't cost a cent, just like that that that they saved to virtual memory and became megabytes in seconds!  What a thrill.  But, you know, it's done as now.  To bask, to settle, to have the water 'round me still.  The sun.  It's good out there.  Be uploading a bit as I work my way through them, in no particular order I'll have you know.